When it comes to making decision.

Making decision has never been easy. When you look back, there will be tons of thing to regret and you’d think you made it all wrong. No, that’s not right. Whatever you choose, it’s the only thing you have to do. It’s you who live your life and decide what is right. So what to regret?
Someone told me living was to look forward and I struggled a lot since I was a looking-backward-person. He’s true. I never accept the fact that I do regret in life. I always have a “if only…” sentence “trekking” in my mind and I try to keep this as a secret for myself. From now on, I should move on happily. That’s what life’s for yeah? Whatever happens, you have to move on.
This week I felt really really paralyzed that I went to a Tarot coffee in the hope that after getting advice from Tarot reader, I could cease my worry. It’s how easy looking at a loss as to what is best to do, especially when I am stressed, tired of dealing with questions of my own rationale, trapped in the thought that my final decision may not be wise and the dilemma of my heart says YES but my head says NO.
Anyway I made it as I still have my goals to complete. Hey is it too much for a 25 to make so many decisions? Sometimes I just wanna give up everything, go to the beach, sunbathe on the warm sand with no clothes and give a ******* care to people around. Haha life please don’t make me look older than my old, you have done it enough for 25 years.
Something once was you dream will one day be your dilemma.
June 17, 2016
Stay.

It was a day I gave up an opportunity to work in a much bigger company and more important was having the chance to work and be guided by my idol. Making such decision was tough!